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Tragidy - Furc Ref Sheet - TFC by ~FrougChronicles:iconFrougChronicles:

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©2008-2009 ~FrougChronicles
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eww, I kinda hate how this turned out >> Anehwaiz.

This is Tragidy Cyan <3 Yes, that is her name. =] I'm not entirely sure if she's going to be in the Froug Chronicles. She might, idk. But if she is, then I'm going to redo this. Initially, this was just going to be a messy little practice sketch, and I got bored, and I was like... "hay no wut i wana maek a peeshure." And I like srsly said that n__n sooooooooooooo.

Once upon a time, there was a girl. In her early years, she had to learn to how to grow up, living in a war that she called home. Never noticed where to turn to shelter from the storm. She grew course and bitter over the years, she's not much of who she once was. She didn't always carry the name tragidy, she was given to her at the age of 11. She was a mistake, but her mom loved her. And her mother was the only one who cared for her, that's why she loved her mom with all the love a child is given when they are born. her father was a different story... He'd beat his wife, and by the time Tragidy was 5, her father tried to beat her even, but her mother was always there, a guardian angel, to try and save her, but her father always "put her in her place" for trying to defy him. She never had a brother or a sister, and because she was so shy and insecure, her only friend was her own mother, who she barely got to be with as it was. It wasn't until she was 8 that her father stopped calling her as "girl" and now called her an assortment of names, such as Tragidy. And once she turned 11, she believed that that had to be her name, because she believed that her coming was a tragidy. When middle school came, she still had not even had one friend. She was much too shy, scared, and she hid behind books and her long white hair always to get away from the world, no one had barely seen her eyes or her smile or anything. But she hadn't a real smile in so long, she sometimes would look in the mirror, and see if she could even do that, and what they looked like. Everytime she did, she felt each looked as vacant and fake and ugly as the last [Really, she was gorgeous, but she didn't think that at all] Then came 8th grade, she found the world to be a dark pit. She was made fun of for not being as talkative, and just hid in the back. Sometimes, literally, she'd not speak for a week, her voice grew unused and hoarse at times.

It wasn't until Highschool that people started to notice her. She had actually began to style her hair, and since she couldn't get clothes, her mom had taught her to sew, she made almost all of her clothes, and they actually looked good. But also, she took up a job at walmart to buy things for her. Her father was as abusive as ever, but he could barely get to her now, cuz now she had a lock on her door, and she would stay out of the house as much as possible, and because people noticed her in highschool, that wasn't very hard. She actually had quickly gotten into the popular crowd, and started drinking and smoking by 15, and going to clubs by 16 behind her so-called "Family's" back. Her father didn't care, he encouraged anything to keep her away from him, but she didn't want her mom knowing. She kept it a secret. And keeping away from her mom, she grew so distant, that she would not even say hi to her mother, or sometimes, she'd not even help when she was beaten, or afterwards. She had forgotten about her mother, and that hurt her mother worse than her father's fist could. And before they made up in anyway, her mother died, she was just too weak, and the constant attacks-she died at only 45, and her father was arrested for both child abuse and murder, and other reasons like the constant beatings, the pain that had caused the family, he was finally getting what he got, and from all the times Tragidy had imagined him getting what he deserved, she never thought that she wouldn't care. She was living her own life in strip clubs, drinking, smoking, and hanging out with her friends, the word family was just a cold shell that people used to describe the little thing they had. She'd been arrested many times, she got together with an abusive boyfriend, and it seemed at that point that she was lost to the world's tentacles. A lost cause. Depression was killing her literally, she sometimes would waste away in the apartement that she'd been keeping with the help of her boyfriend, who only loved her cause she was good in bed. She literally would just stare at the pill cabnet for hours and hour, thinking. Tragidy was by her own name. Her life wasn't worth it, no one cared about her. Her mother had, but she had forgotten her mother, and didn't even care to help her when she died. Why was this life worth living...?

She was only 18. She was in the hospital for a week, they'd pumped her stomache from the pills, and she'd made it barely. In the hospital, she didn't get any cards, no one came to say Hi, no get well cards... but one thing. One person came, and it was from her aunt. She'd never met her aunt-her mom's sister- because her father kept her cut off from the family. Her mother hadn't talked to her sister since 3 years after she got married to that horrible man, and so Tagidy couldn't imagine why she was here. And when she got here, she looked at Tragidy, and sat down by her, smiling. She told her what she was doing was wrong, she said that she was going down the same exact path her mother had taken. She said that she had the ability to change the path. She had the chance to end this repeating pattern, she said that if she stayed how she was now, she'd marry and abusive guy - just like her mother - and have a kid that would only get ruined - just like her. Tragidy just stared at the lady, than screamed at her to get the hell out of her sight, calling her wrong, and that she didn't know what she was talking about, and that she didn't know anything about Tragidy. Her aunt sighed, and then excused herself with a goodbye. Tragidy was mentally cussing out the thoughts of what the lady said... but despite the fact she wanted to disagree with her aunt...

She was sneaking out that night, grabbing only a backpack filled with clothes, make up, food, and all of her own and her Boyfriend's money, and she left to find the life that she wanted. She brought also with her, her acoustic guitar, one that she loved so much, and brought it everywhere. She left by foot, seeking to find a new life. Bruises fade, Father, but the pain remains the same. For you, it's just a memory, but for me it still loves on... Now for Tragidy, she's went from a well-shaped beautiful diamond hidden behind a blanket, to a scratched up and dulled rock, cold, but not lifeless. No. There is something iside her, the same 5-year-old-child flame that should've died years ago, but she still lets it burn on, feeding it only just enough to glow, but glow none-the-less. She is hard to talk to now, she likes to be with people, but she's lost her way, and doesn't know how to be a person even anymore. She's looking for herself in Furcadion =] <333

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(c) Madi
Lineart by Me
Character by Me
memememe ><! D< GTFA.
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~Loups-Garou Mar 9, 2008, 6:11:09 AM
Madi-dramatica plz
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~WildRush Mar 9, 2008, 10:45:24 AM
THAT LOOKS FAMILIAR
<3
cB! :glomp:

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Out of l i n e ♥
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~FrougChronicles Mar 9, 2008, 11:11:07 AM
The haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaairzz xD I used my hair as the refrence, cuz I couldn't think of any other hair O__O and... my hair... is just... so...so...fierce... cB!! XD jaykayjaykay. :glomp:

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I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. And when everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
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~FrougChronicles Mar 9, 2008, 11:15:27 AM
YUS cB

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I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. And when everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
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~Loups-Garou Mar 9, 2008, 1:05:31 PM
My hair is fierce.

CB
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~FrougChronicles Mar 9, 2008, 2:07:59 PM
-snaps and head bobs- Mine is, I WILL FIGHT YOU. xD

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I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. And when everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
:iconloups-garou:
~Loups-Garou Mar 9, 2008, 3:13:47 PM
YOU DON'T HAVE MY HAIR! -unleashes curly tentacles of death from his head-

EN GARDE! D<
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~FrougChronicles Mar 9, 2008, 3:17:33 PM
AHHH!! -flails- Well!!!!!! -throws head and hair whips- WHA CHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. And when everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am.
:iconloups-garou:
~Loups-Garou Mar 9, 2008, 3:29:27 PM
D: -dramatically hit by hairwhips-
-mouth moves at different rate than words spoken...like in Godzilla-

FEAR MY ULTIMATE WEAPON! I SHALL PUT YOU DOWN!
POWERGEL GO! D<
-spray hairgelsprayz on Madi-
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